75 days : Luvox days unknown

I'm sad.

I dont want an increase dosage. 

😭😭😭😭

How do I live like this. 

Chat GPT just did my script for a content on a so call book review. 

Yeahhh... 

Just googled on TIME BLINDNESS in ADHD. 

Yes I'm always too early for appointment or sometime late because I dont want to be too early. Then its too early all over again.

Ok this is sad...

The saddest part was when I was asked. Do you have a bestfriend. 

I said no. Sad life. No friend will miss you. 

74 days : Luvox day 12

Suddenly I feel that I'm not real.

Not alive. 

Some thing that I cant grasp.

Hopeless?

No.

Senseless. 

Is it even true what I'm feeling right now? 

73 days - Luvox Day 2

I woke up at 5 feeling 'fresh'

But at 8 I slept till 11.

I had no idea why.

So tomorrow I have to plan something. 

72 days - Luvox Day 1

Day 1 was kinda odd.

If I want the kids to rush. The feeling mad and the hurt in my heart is not there. 

I feel sort of calmness. 

Procrastinate still there, I think. 

Act on impulse, a bit.

How do I adapt to the changes that I feel right now. 

71 days Hit.

I was hit.

Yes he got mental issue.

I'm not in the state of his partner who can calm him.

I'm scared n want to run but I cant.

He's hearing things.

N someone's peeping into the house. 

EVERYDAY!!! 

Ridiculous as it sound but not to him.

Remembers all the past as its still new.

Blames me for everything he did wrong. 

He's mad because of me. 

He dont find a job because of me. 

Mad if I dont respond. But when I do there's always something wrong.

So now scared. 

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70 Days - Road Home (Jalan Kembali)

Very bad audio n screening at TGV Sunway Piramyd...

TOO LOUD!!!!

The screen stuck between scene.

How can the first screening be so bad.

The plot was nice. Syamsul created a Malay typical movie.

The scene was expected.

Of course the death for the bad guys. They die or went to jail. As expected he die when chasing to save a girl.

Like I said.

Have watched Sembilu before? No no. Not the resemblance. Maria Mariana. This is the New Age version or shall I say the son's version. Actually I just remembered Maria Mariana was Yusuf Haslam's. So the movie was NICE.

They got money to hire great actors and extra for the props. Also to pay the other extras for road legals etc.

So NICE movie and NICE job Syamsul.

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