75 days : Luvox days unknown

I'm sad.

I dont want an increase dosage. 

😭😭😭😭

How do I live like this. 

Chat GPT just did my script for a content on a so call book review. 

Yeahhh... 

Just googled on TIME BLINDNESS in ADHD. 

Yes I'm always too early for appointment or sometime late because I dont want to be too early. Then its too early all over again.

Ok this is sad...

The saddest part was when I was asked. Do you have a bestfriend. 

I said no. Sad life. No friend will miss you. 

74 days : Luvox day 12

Suddenly I feel that I'm not real.

Not alive. 

Some thing that I cant grasp.

Hopeless?

No.

Senseless. 

Is it even true what I'm feeling right now? 

73 days - Luvox Day 2

I woke up at 5 feeling 'fresh'

But at 8 I slept till 11.

I had no idea why.

So tomorrow I have to plan something. 

72 days - Luvox Day 1

Day 1 was kinda odd.

If I want the kids to rush. The feeling mad and the hurt in my heart is not there. 

I feel sort of calmness. 

Procrastinate still there, I think. 

Act on impulse, a bit.

How do I adapt to the changes that I feel right now.